Won't be around forever, girl

1. Misha Collins and his offspring are life ruiners who ruin lives:



2. Oh dear. Going to see Harry Potter again tomorrow night with my friends who STILL haven't seen it. I wonder if I could go for the ultimate this time and hyperventilate myself into passing out from crying too hard. SHUT UP DON'T JUDGE ME SOMETIMES I CRY HARD.

3. I am a life failer and will continually fail at life and be a receptionist forever and never find my path or my career and never make more than 15K a year and will have to settle for horrible jobs because I don't even know what I WANT to do with my life much less get in to whatever jobs I end up wanting and bawww woe is me forever. PS, being an adult is dumb.

The fun never stops. Nor do my issues lol.

So last week my boss gave me a sheet to fill out to get health insurance, which, YAY! I've been uninsured since I finished school last December. And then she says, "But it won't kick in until April." ACK. I'm leaving for Europe on March 8th, so that won't do. So now she's expecting the form back by the end of this month, and obviously I can't give it to her and then go "lol jk I'm leaving for Europe in March." So that means I'll have to tell her about my trip earlier than I wanted to. Which now leads me to stress over....

What do I tell her when I tell her? I've been stressing and stressing about it, and my dad came up with a pretty good idea. Since I'm not entirely sure I want to move out of state just after coming back from Europe, I thought, you know, it would be nice (though quite unlikely) if I could come back to my job after getting back from Europe. So the idea would be to tell her, I've got this great opportunity to go to Europe for three weeks that I can't not take advantage of. If you still want me back after the three weeks, awesome, but if you need to hire someone else to take my spot, I totally and completely understand. That way I'm putting it out there, but not quitting yet entirely. Unfortunately, ANY kind of confrontation is my Achilles heel, but either way, it's got to be discussed.

Not to even mention the fact that my boss put on the calendar for tomorrow a whole hour set aside for an "office meeting." All other previous "office meetings" between myself, my boss, and my coworker have basically been a stripping down of everything I'm doing, and critiquing it with an audience and saying what I need to do to improve. Sounds helpful, but it's really not. Ugh. Whatever. 50 days until Europe. Whatever happens, I just gotta make it until then.

ANYWAY, a much better topic: the Con this weekend omgggg. Here's a great article of the breakfast (with some UHMAZING hi-def pics of Jensen, ohgod), and this one of the panel. AND THINGS AND STUFF:

- A WESTERN EPISODE IF YOU HEARD SHRIEKING IT WAS ME. I may actually die of sheer stupid glee.
- Jensen listens to Broken Bells and is a not so closet hipster.
- Jensen watches The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills and Jared watches Jersey Shore. Somehow I am completely not shocked.
- Jensen speaking to someone in Portuguese I need this video I need it I need it
- Someone else bring up “Pudding!” Both Jared and Jensen say that one has stuck around and the crew uses it constantly when things go wrong. They’ve got some mileage over that one. AHAHAHA I love it.
- This video in which Jensen talking about football is like porn to me. UNGHHH. Let's just go to a bar and watch football together and drink beer okay guys.

I now leave you with the most beautiful video you will ever see in your entire life.

Omg QUICKLY before I leave for a friend's house:

( Theory on Why Sam Is the Way He Is and spoilers from an interview from the Con this weekend )

Also, I have to link this, I CANNOT STOP WATCHING IT. Jared falling on the floor, and MISHA'S IMPRESSION, I love it so much I can't even handle myself.

( COMIC CON? COMIC CON. Spoilers for SPN season six up in hurr. )

UM UM UM AND THEN SOMEONE UPLOADED 3 MINUTES OF THE GAG REEL:



(A download link in case it gets taken down!)

( AND I JUST HAVE TO CAPSLOCK ABOUT IT FOREVER, BRB )

And with that, I must somehow to go sleep and do irl things tomorrow, like work. So lame. CREEPER!MISHA SAYS GOODNIGHT!

So work is all kinds of adjectives, like frustrating and boring and WOW, I never get tired of getting talked down to, whether from clients or from my own coworker, because being the receptionist, I clearly have the mental capacity of a 10 year old. But, again, I really shouldn't complain, so I'll just say in summation: 1) I'm glad I have a job 2) but I still wish I weren't a useless tool and could actually use my college degree in something I could maybe possibly if it isn't too much trouble enjoy doing.

But anyway, work. I was there today! And I was on ONTD, because I like I said, boring. And there was this post, and I don't think I've tried so hard not to laugh in my life. Like, with tears and lip biting. Not even because of the videos, but because of the comments. And then there was THIS GIF and I almost had an aneurysm and peed my pants because THAT VIDEO WILL NEVER NOT MAKE ME CRY LAUGHING.

And then I showed my parents and there was also crying laughter, so, GOOD LUCK:



Lol omg.

SUPERNATURAL ANIME. I... have avoided anime, but apparently now I will not. I don't even care if it's the most ridiculous thing ever, IT WILL BE FUN AND PRETTY AND ETC. :DDD

I've decided to go to the beach tomorrow after work, which is totally smart, because the high tomorrow is 95 oh God, but I have to go all by myseeeelf. SOMEONE COME WITH ME.

( I made this. )

Have you guys heard of Die Antwoord? WELL NOW YOU HAVE.



Okay, my BFFs showed me this and it's slightly disturbing and bizarre and I can't stop hitting the play button. All of us have the exact same problem. I don't know, guys.

Friday I have plans right after work to drive to Orlando to go hang out with my old Starbucks crew! Even a girl who worked with us and now lives in Charlotte, NC and a guy who lives in Baltimore (of whom is so so effing hot, I'd jump his bones in a SECOND but he's married, baww) are coming too! But hopefully the other guy who I had a pretty serious crush on will be there. I plan on getting pretty freaking drunk. SO. YAAAY EXCITED.

ALSO, this past Saturday was my dad's 56th birthday. Yaaay ilu Dad! ALSO ALSO, I totally forgot that April 10th I had this LJ for 7 years. The day after my 16th birthday I started this thing. Totally crazy. I can't believe how much has changed since then. And I know it's cliched and over-stated, but you guys seriously make every day a little bit better. Very few people understand the kind of relationships you build somewhere like this, but I'm so, SO glad to have them. So yay, THANK YOU FOR BEING AWESOME. ♥

( WHAT?? WHAT?? WHAT?? I DON'T EVEN KNOW. I CAN'T EVEN. MISHAAAAA. )

Aneurysm had, let's move on to J2 panel pics!

( Excuse me miss, does this rag smell like chloroform to you? )

Marksha's panel in half an hour! And then meeting up with wendy for dinner, wee!

Dear Conan, Dean Winchester enthusiastically supports you, and so do I.

Because I can't find any good youtube clips of all of the Walker, Texas Ranger lever, this will do nicely instead.

Omg. My day was absolutely made when I came back from work and see all the snowflake cookies in my inbox. Thank you everyone so so so much! I rarely ever tell you guys how awesome you are, and how grateful I am to even KNOW you, so really. Thank you. It made me feel awesome. :D <33333

Adam from Mythbusters linked this on his twitter, and I cannot stop watching it and completely losing it every single time. Seriously. TEARS.



WHAT DO YOU SAY WE MAKE APPLEJUICE, AND FAX IT TO EACH OTHER.

Guuuys, I just completed my third to last shift at Starbucks. I really really can't believe it. IT'S ALL HAPPENING SO FAST. I really can't even go into every mixed feeling I'm having, otherwise I'll be writing another novel post. But it's been really really awesome, telling my regulars and them giving me hugs and congratulations and well wishes. Aww gosh.

Okay, self, you are not allowed to get super stressed and have PANIC ATTACKS. Paper will be finished, things will be packed, super difficult written exams will somehow excruciatingly be done, and by Wednesday night I'll be sleeping in my bed at home. Okay. I can do this. I CAN DO THIS.

ETA: Oh oh, and enablelove, I got your card! Thank you so so much! :D <3333