Won't be around forever, girl

Stolded from my darling flusteredspeech about Jensen in Chicago ONE WEEK AGO from today alsdkjfasj:

"I read on another blog that a woman who had laryngitis mouthed "thank you" to Jensen in the autograph line, he, I guess thinking she was deaf, signed "you're welcome" back to her."

Hngghgagksdadakdsja ARE YOU JOKING ME. As I told her, the man needs to stop being so goddamn amazing or I'm sending a marriage proposal. I AM SERIOUS. Oh my God.

In lieu of the fact that I've been sucked in to writing RPF het (or trying to, if school would stop interrupting me pls), which, really, is the oddest thing ever because any sort of RPF makes me squirm and feel generally weird, I'd like to know what y'all's opinions are on it. If you haven't guessed by now, any sort of slash, Wincest or otherwise, really isn't my thing, so, you know, HET, woo, but yeah. Even though I feel kinda weirded out by RPF it's just one of those things that I feel like I HAVE to write, you know, so I guess what I'm trying to say is, if you do like it, why don't you feel weirded out by it? Is it weird of me to shy away from it because, I dunno, I guess when you get down to it, fiction is fiction no matter which way you slice it, even though you're, uh, writing about real people? Haha I don't even know. Perhaps I am overthinking this. LESS THINKY MORE PORN??

And yeah, if I have to analyze or write another paper on Virginia Woolf or James Joyce, I'm going to shoot myself in the head. :D

I have beat youtube into submission! I win! Hand me the intarwebs!

Right, so, this is split into two posts because I didn't realize I had taken nearly THIRTY videos of Samantha's, Fredric's, and Jared and Jensen's panels. Under the cut are just Samantha's and Fredric's, and I'll have Jared and Jensen's up shortly. Ignore all my own interjections because uhhh apparently I don't know when to keep my mouth shut WOO.

( Video dump one! )

I'll have Jared and Jensen's up shortly, even though, YEAH, probably most of it had already been seen. BUT NOT THE CHICKEN NUGGETS PART. Oh my God. It makes me want to die. ♥

SUP GUYS.

Chicago is GLORIOUS and freezing and omg there's actually TREES of different COLORS around. I am amazed.

So far we've seen Samantha Ferris TWICE, once as Chrissy was smoking and I was waiting outside with her; she was talking with another Creation member, I think, and she said, and I quote, "Yeah, let the boys know if they wanna give me a call when they get here and we can go out for dinner or something." EEE. ♥ ADORABLE. She was getting ready to go shopping, heh, and then we saw her a second time as she was coming back as we were on our way to Hoolihans for the fangirl dinner. And then our roommate, saschavamp was just outside our door not TEN MINUTES ago and apparently Fredric Lehne walked by and is staying a few rooms down from us. HEH. Awesome.

...Being on the EXTREME LOOKOUT if Jared and Jensen are actually staying at this hotel is, you know, not stalkerish. At all. DON'T JUDGE.

Ridiculous downside to this hotel is the fact that the wifi is NOT FREE. Fucking ten dollars for 24 hours. So yeah, videos of the panels probably won't be up until God knows when. SADFACES.

Omg I can't focus my roommates are being ridiculous and I can't CONCENTRATE. PS, they didn't card at the restaurant and I TOTALLY GOT PURPLE NURPLES AHAHAHA.

Apparently my body now likes to translate pent-up stress into puking. Last night was horrible. I didn't truly fall asleep until 6am. I had already decided skip my classes so I can actually catch up on my other classes (not because I'm procrastinating or putting off classwork, I just don't have time), but still. Ugh.

In other news:



There's a good possibility I may actually freeze to death this weekend. What y'all up north call "winter clothes"? I have nothing of the sort. WATCH THIS SPACE.

Putting up Christmas decorations at work tonight! And drinking pepperment mochas until I. Well. I was going to say puke, but ah. Srs happymaking!