Won't be around forever, girl

( Finally saw the Lost finale. )

So, pretty much? I'm kind of in love with Samantha Ferris. PER THIS.

If you could have any scene you wanted as Ellen, what would it be?

I would like to get it on with John Winchester. There. I said it.

AND WE WOULD LOVE TO SEE IT MKAY. AHAH AHAHAHA WE COULD HAVE FLASHBACK SCENES LIKE LOST. WITH THE SOUND EFFECTS AND EVERYTHING. ALKDFJA;LSDJKF;ALSDJ.

It's a well-discussed fact that there are a lot of pranks played on the set of Supernatural. Have you ever been on either the receiving end of one?

Oh ya. It’s tough…I feel for them…they guys are on set, 12-15 hours a day, 5 days a week…..you need to burn it off a bit. Jared is the usually the instigator, and yes, I have been at the receiving end of the pranks. Painful and gross as they can be. Canned farts, real farts, moved equipment, food and beverage fights, scenes blown purposely……but don’t worry…they get him back….there was a scene where Jared had to climb down a manhole with a gun in one hand, and a cast on the other……after he got about 5 feet down they doused him with two full buckets of cold water…..stuff like that. The cast and crew are very close. It is a compliment.

AHAHA. Just... BOYS. No one understands how much I want to go to the set. NO ONE.

And, just, yeah, reason number 2384308 why Jensen makes me stupid: he goes and does things this. So ADORABLE. And I do that too. :>

They're playing a few songs off of The Arcade Fire's Neon Bible at Starbucks, wee!

So! I know I haven't talked about Lost in like, um, a long time, but I have been watching it and WOW, OKAY. ( I just watched last night's episode. )

WHY IS IT NOT 9:00 RIGHT NOW. Well. Actually I watch it after everyone goes to bed so... more like 11:30 for me. I AM SO NERVOUS I AM GOING TO PUKE.

HEY EVERYONE. Rec me your favorite places to get LJ layouts. For great justice.

Okay. Um. I will now try not to have a mental breakdown and maybe... clean my room. Yes! Room cleaning is very unstressful, unlike the Winchesters. I feel bad for John now, really. :(

Breather!

I got a really good grade on my Astronomy test, for which I am very pleased. Human Stain still isn't finished, but that's okay because the next time we have class is next Wednesday, and I should have it done by then. All tomorrow and Saturday (until I have to go into work) I'll be slaving away at Geography and somehow fitting in studying for History too. My schedule for work next week only shows me working 15 hours, which, you know, YAY.

The Starbucks Experience class today was... enlightening. Heh. Lots of underlying ethics thrown around all over the place and... ahaha, well, a funny story. Our trainer was talking about just how great the company is, blah blah blah, and she tells of this old guy who came into her store every single day for a long time, got the same kind of coffee, read the paper, etc. So, one day the family comes in and asks for a large travel-size container but with no coffee in it. The lady's like, "Um... why?" and the family tells her that the old guy just died the other day, was cremated, and that he loved this Starbucks and the coffee so much that - are you ready for this? - they were going to bury his ashes in the travel-size container of coffee with a sticker of his favorite brand on the side. I am BITING MY LIP, holding everything in me to not BUST A FREAKING GUT, and I look around, and everyone's got this really somber look on their face, and I'm just like... oh, you have got to be kidding me. Cremated! In a Starbucks container! IS THIS HITTING THE "RIDICULOUS" END OF THE SCALE YET?? Holy crap. That's just... yeah.

I just watched LOST and! Well! SAWYER. Dude, he can pull off the stfu!face like no other. Omg Clementine! HENRY GALE AND HARRY POTTER GLASSES AHAHAHS;LDKFASLDFKJ. Oh, and ur gonna die lol. I still want to punch Juliet in the face. Ugh.

BEST. DINOSAUR COMIC. EVER. THE CHINA BUFFET AHAHAHOMG. OH T-REX. HAVE MY BABIES PLZ. Oh, wait...?

And and! Jensen on that show Wishbone! AHAHAHAHA. Oh man, I remember Wishbone! It came right before Bill Nye the Science Guy, which, you know, BEST SHOW EVER. I'm so serious. I would totally buy the seasons if they sold them. But, Jensen! SO MUCH LOL IT HURTS.

(And also, he was super adorable on Megan Mullaly. Oh my goodness. The bee story never gets old, I guess. Ahaha!)

And now, for my crack. And by crack I mean Winchesters. YAY.

( I FEEL LIKE I'M TAKING CRAZY PILLS. )

TODAY is my sister's 16th birthday and omg I feel so old. We went out to eat and had CAKE OH YAY and I am giving her the Dwight bobblehead on Sunday when all of the family gets together to celebrate and I cannot wait!

Hell. Tomorrow is my certification day at work, and I'm trying not to let it crawl up underneath my skin, but. Can't. It's the littlest, things, you know? So stupid. And yet. I just need this week to be over.

( LOOOOST! )


So, yes. I worked again tonight and... I don't know. My manager wasn't there, so I couldn't continue in my training, so I helped behind the counter. Just... thrown in there. I just had my cashier training on Monday (which was long and SUCKED), and never before have I ever worked a register, but it was just kind of thrown onto me today. And that was... disconcerting. Somewhat unrelated, but I made mistakes, really stupid mistakes, which is inevitable, really, I mean, I'm new, but I hate making mistakes more than anything. It's the only way to learn, I know, but augh. I hate it. It's just this whole new thing of dealing with customers, and knowing where things are, doing the right things in the right order, and shit shit shit did I get that right? I don't know, I can't remember.

I'm a worrier, and I hate that about myself. And yes, while I'm am so very fully aware that this is just coffee, and I really should just chill, everything will come to you eventually, I can't. I know things will get better. But right now it just kind of sucks.

That being said, I had a new Maple Macciato, and holy crap is it good. MY HEAD, though. Sugar and caffiene. Agh.


Also, my sister's birthday is coming up, and I totally ordered a Dwight bobblehead for her. I am so the best sister in the history of ever.

WHAT THE HELL

WHAT THE HELL

WHAT THE HELL



( SYSTEM FREAKING FAILURE )

ETA: www.hansocareers.com WTF WTF WTF WTF.

ETA2: ( A code? )

( UGH MICHAELLLLL. )


Omg Mark, Jimmy, my sister, and I went to Target today and WREAKED HAVOC AND STUFF. And took many pictures, buuut, I suppose I'll save that for another day, seeing as how I just posted some, ha. But still, good times.

Tomorrow is my last 9-5 day at work and I am so dreading it. I hate it. Hatehatehate. So much. But it's just tomorrow and Friday and then... done. But it seems so far from here. Ugh.

My insides are raging against me and oh mother craaaamps. Of all the times.

( OH HELLO COMPLETE AND UTTER SHOCK IT'S NICE TO MEET YOU. )


A good friend of mine just called me up, crying, and just started telling me about how she had just moved in with her boyfriend and it wasn't working out, and she just quit her job, and everything. I talked with her for a while, and - this is the funny thing, not funny ha ha, but, you know, funny - I gave her relationship advice when, oh, I've never had one. I'm still surprised that she decided to call me, of all people. Crazy 19 year olds, what can you do with them.

EXCUSE ME.

( WHAT THE HECK JUST HAPPENED. )


My history paper is finally due tomorrow, so now I can take the 29837429 books (okay, more like 3) about Chicago Style back. I'm SO glad that's done. That was ridiculous. One more month. Yay.

ALSO: Imogen Heap is coming to Orlando in May. Oooh, I want to goooo.

( Daddy-O )


I bought the Lost soundtrack and it's pretty much ace. I'm totes using the opening brrrrooooooooom noise thing for when my computer starts up. HA.