Won't be around forever, girl

My six hour shift (starting at 4:45 this morning) suddenly became an eight hour shift when a coworker went home sick, and yeah, only four hours of sleep last night. So I've basically felt like crap all day, and hnghghds, normal sleep patterns, I don't remember them. I really really hope all this sleep deprivation doesn't come back to bite me in the ass, this has really... been not good lately.

BUT posting the meager amounts of Wincon pictures ( TOTALLY MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER. )

THIS!! OMFG JENSEN. (It's, uh, a spoiler for a surprise? But not for an episode? IT MADE MY LIFE, IF IT MATTERS.)

My roommate? Bought Percy a pink tutu for Halloween. ANY SIGNS THAT HE HATES IT IS ACTUALLY JUST LIES.

OHHHHhhhh Wincon.

Hanging out with LOTS OF AMAZING PEOPLE. kashmir_1, regala_electra, ignited, giventofly37, scary_lullabies, memphis86, popmusicjunkie, with random apperences by wendy, kroki_refur, chickyoops AND MANY MANY OTHERS. Drinking of absinthe, drinking of amaretto, beyond crazy karaoke, beyond RETARDED fic idol (with random people not with our Con opening the door on words like "man period"), Michael Rosenbaum in drag, sockpuppets and boy Barbie dolls, COLD WEATHER AND TREES TURNING DIFFERENT COLORS OH MY GOD, and most imporantly, Show, Show, and more Show, Jared and Jensen twitching and having seizures because of how much we're talking about them. It's pretty good times.

Anyway, quick break in the lobby before we go out to dinner at B&M's, a local, supposedly amazing seafood restaurant. I think I might grab a nap or a lie down, this whole Con thing is exhausting, per usual. ALSO everyone will be happy to know I'm no longer (completely) hive-covered, and tomatoes are currently my worst enemy ever omfg die in a fire. ALSO, distantechoes, I'm gonna go to the airport early on Monday to see if there's any way I can go on standby and get on an earlier flight out besides 7pm. In any case, I'll DEFINITELY let you know what's happening as I know.

OKAY. Bed. Light sleeping. Tee vee. Sounds like a plan.

I cannot fucking believe that, for my Fall 2008 semester at USF, I am going to have to pay $315 extra just for A LEARNING DISTANCE FEE. What the FUCK. Just because I'm taking all online classes? And not taking up extra space in the classroom? And with parking? REALLY?? I don't know if this is just USF and their STUPIDNESS or the state of Florida or any university where you just take online courses but that, frankly, is un-fucking-believable. HATE HATE HATE USF BLAHA;HALSKDAJF AND FLAMES, FLAMES ON THE SIDE OF MY FACE.

But hey! Leaving for Wincon in two days! That's good times. You know what else is good times? THE WEATHER. Apparently Saturday the high in Baltimore is like, 57 degrees and it's going to be RAINY. YOU GUYS, THAT IS MY FAVORITE. Clearly I am living in the wrong state, I know. And omg aaaah nervousness! And excitement! AHHHH. PLUS, THE EPISODE. I heard about something very specific but non-spoilery that I never thought I'd EVER SEE COME TO PASS IN AN EPISODE and I just might DIE LAUGHING, OH GOD.

There is, however, a slight problem with my work schedule when I come back. I fly back into Orlando at 11:30pm. I have to be up at 3:45am the next morning to be at work at 4:45 until 10:45. That really kind of blows. A lot. So I wonder if I should ask around to switch shifts, or just stay awake and go to work, or try to catch quick nap and then go.... Maaaan, I dunno. :\

HEY, does anyone perhaps have Music In Mouth by Bell x1? I've looked for the CD eeeverywhere and I cannot find it. :(

In conclusion, JENSEN.

Oh you guys. :( I am STUPENDOUSLY nervous for WinCon. :((( I don't know why! I was only kinda nervous last year, and I didn't hardly know ANYONE then. I don't knoooww. I may randomly find one of you and drunkenly follow you around. OR WHATEVER. *Has the pathetics*

Still feeling pretty significant amounts of blah. An old coworker from my old store back home is in town and kept calling me and calling me and CALLING me, wanting to hang out, which is fine, but I told him I didn't feel well and that I have to get up really early tomorrow, but I'm pretty sure he was high as a kite every time I talked to him and I could hear his friends in the background who sounded rather obnoxious so yeah, no.

But hey, you know who does make me feel better?

( THIS GUY. )

Just gotta get through tomorrow morning. Okay. Yes. Totally doable. SIGH.

:D :D I finally registered for WinCon yesterday, EEE. HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY.

Also, I came up with the AWESOMEST IDEA EVER for making up for missing my sister's 18th birthday, which'll be during WinCon time. Okay, so, my aunt and my cousin will sometimes fly up to Chicago O'Hare for one day - leave reeeeaally early in the morning and come in late at night that same day - through Southwest 'cause they usually have cheap specials to fly up there. Then they spend the whole day shopping/eating/WHATEVER, and my sister and I have been wanting to do this for a while so I was like, UH. PERFECT. I'm not gonna tell her, I'll just be like, take off this day, DON'T MAKE ANY PLANS WHATSOEVER. And then like, a week before we go, I'll surprise her the tickets. I still feel kinda bad, because it's kinda like bribery but WHATEVER, she'll flip her lid. Plus, I get to go to Chicago TOO, win-win situation. Oh man. I'm kind of a genius.

Oh man oh man YOU GUYS, these places are where I might be LIVING IN A FEW MONTHS. !!!!! Of course, that's a big ol' MIGHT, as someone might snatch them up first, they might be what they seem on the intarwebs, etc etc, but whatever, OHH GOD. There's gonna be five of us splitting costs, so even on that last one we'd only be paying $399 a month, just for rent. Ajfjejsljkd. Ungghh I get all tingly just thinking about it.

I've promised myself some Dark Angel watching when I get done with my paper and I'm so CLOSE but my attention keeps wandering ahaha. Hemingway does not understand my love for Alec, I GUESS.

Also, this icon is epic. Don't even try to deny it.