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[caithream]

Literally cannot deal with the sea of feels from last night's episode. JFC. From Dean nesting, to the picture of Mary, to cooking for Sam, and you're not a grunt, Dean, you're a genius, to Dean's happy ending only being that Sam is happy, BUT SAM'S HAPPY ENDING IS THAT BOTH OF THEM ARE TOGETHER AND HAPPY

TO THE HORRIBLE, AWFUL, PLEASE-JUST-LET-ME-DIE REALIZATION THAT SAM SAVED DEAN FROM A HELLHOUND THIS TIME

BECAUSE LAST TIME

HE COULDN'T

ughgughghaodija;gew

and also this



it pains me

NOW, if Dean could somehow be front-and-center involved in, say, trials from the angel tablet, or some such? That would be great. Really great.

In other news, I'm moving. I'm finally going to do it. I've only waffled about it for the last three years, but barring any unforeseen disaster, I'm moving to New York City on April 13th.

The plan is thus: I'm not taking my car, nor any furniture. I'm probably going to pack three huge suitcases with all my stuff, and fly up. Hopefully I can find some couch to crash on for a little bit (good thing couchsurfing.com exists, ha), and in the meantime, I'll be looking for a long term room to rent. I've already been looking quite extensively for the past few months in the area that I want, so I have a good idea of what I'm looking for. What I'm really worried about is not being able to find what I'm looking for in the short window that I need it. I very very much need a place that's clean and quiet (especially after the fiasco of living in Orlando), and, since I'm taking no furniture, some place that's at least furnished with a bed and a dresser. And, of course, the cost. So. Yeah. I'm pretty stressed about it. So far I've had one legit conversation with someone about a room after placing an ad on craigslist, so, we'll see.

I also know I'm going to get crazy homesick, and I'm not looking forward to it. ;___; Pretty much all of my friends are being really supportive and saying I'd be dumb NOT to go, since I'll be turning 26 a few days before I leave, and this is really the best time in my life to do it. I won't miss Florida, but I have a lot of roots here. Fortunately, though, my parents are working as fast as they can to fix up our house and put it on the market and move up to north Georgia. Even though I'll miss my house of 25+ years, it'll be easier to deal with knowing that my parents will be starting out in a new place as well.

As for my job, I'll be transferring to a Starbucks up there, staying for hopefully no more than six months, and then finding a big girl job. Like, in publishing and editing, if I'm lucky. I'll cross that bridge when I come to it, though.

So. LESS THAN TWO MONTHS. I have so much to doooo.

Comments

[berreh.livejournal.com]

It is going to be such an adventure -- scary and crazy and amazing. yay!

[caithream.livejournal.com]

All of the above, yes! AHHH. *Runs around in circles*

[regala-electra.livejournal.com]

Honey, you know you've got a guaranteed couch (AND FUTON) at my place with Mem and Rina, right? So long as you don't mind the cats, you're welcome while apartment hunting. :-)

[caithream.livejournal.com]

Omg ahhh that would honestly be so great. I really don't want to inconvenience you guys, 'cause like I said, I have no idea how long the search will take. But otherwise YES AND WILL USE BOTH CATS AS PILLOWS. <3

[memphis86.livejournal.com]

YOU ARE NOT INCONVENIENCING. I WILL LURE YOU HERE WITH A TRAIL OF CATS AND THE ROOM ON DVD. OMG COME HEEEEEERE.

[caithream.livejournal.com]

OK I SURRENDER WITH FLAILY HANDS :DDDD!!

[whispered-theme.livejournal.com]

Yay honey yaaaay! I'm sooooo unbelievably excited for you. It's true... THIS is the time to do it. Maybe seeing you dive into this adventure will encourage me to do so as well, because lately I'm in such a rut. I will be praying for you that it all goes smoothly. Remember, God's got it all under control. Love ya baby!!!!

[caithream.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much bb! Fingers crossed that I can find a place that will let me have visitors, as that means you can come and visit as often as you need in order to get out of your rut! ;) <3333

[flusteredspeech.livejournal.com]

I am SO EXCITED for you (and so proud)! This takes some serious guts, lady, and I think you're going to learn SO MUCH and it's going to be hard at times, but totally amazing in the long run, no matter what happens. And when you're this awesome, swanky New Yorker, I'm going to come sleep on your couch and we'll eat our way across Manhattan.

(p.s. I miss you! <333)

[caithream.livejournal.com]

Eee, thank you darling; that means a lot, as I do have a lot of self-doubts (but when don't I, lulz)! With risk comes a greater chance of both ups and downs, but I think I'm ready! And YES, I am so holding you to that! You are always welcome, provided I can find a roommate who won't mind guests every now and then, ha. I MISS YOU MORE! <3

[geckoholic]

TO THE HORRIBLE, AWFUL, PLEASE-JUST-LET-ME-DIE REALIZATION THAT SAM SAVED DEAN FROM A HELLHOUND THIS TIME. BECAUSE LAST TIME HE COULDN'T. ;______;

Sam with a pony tail, Dean in glasses. That's two big items to strike off my list of Shallow Thing SPN Needs To Do For ME. Whatever else I might feel about the show atm, at least it still knows how to cater to my basic needs. Ahem.

NOW, if Dean could somehow be front-and-center involved in, say, trials from the angel tablet, or some such? That would be great. Really great - AMEN SISTER.

Also, girl. Just. Good luck with everything, apartment hunting and big girl job and all!! ♥

[mousewings.livejournal.com]

! Adventure! I wish you all the best for your new journey and may you settle in fast and find a great job! Cheers!

[giventofly37.livejournal.com]

This comment is absurdly late but GIRRRRL we are gonna hang out so much when you move up here. SO. MUCH. And if I didn't live so far out east, I'd say you could come stay with me until you find somewhere permanent. I AM EXCITE :D

[caithream.livejournal.com]

Yes yes yes yes and YES!! :DDDD <3