Freedom is a rope and God wants you to hang yourself with it.

[caithream]

No. No. No. NO. I feel like I've been put through the ringer. I don't like this. At all. I don't like this direction. I don't like the fact that after the last 5 minutes I feel such a sinking depression and dread because I don't want this to be happening. Because here's what I think is going to take place in the last two episodes: Cas continues down his road, makes heinous mistakes, catalyst to make him realize he REALLY DOES place his friendship with Dean/Sam/Bobby over everything, but oops, it's too late, and he becomes a martyr. That flash of what look like angel explodey light in one of the last shots of the preview certainly isn't doing anything to relieve me.

I won't stop watching, but if that happens, I will be really, really, really pissed. And depressed as fuck. I know how you like to do twisty-turnies, SPN, so please, please let that not be the case.

But damn, Edlund, seriously. AND DAMN, MISHA, SERIOUSLY. Be more utterly amazing, I fucking dare you. How much Cas loves Dean, omg I CANNOT. And Dean defending Castiel so much aaaahhh it's making me die inside. Every single thing Castiel's done, whether right or wrong has been for Dean and I JUST WANT DEAN TO REALIZE THAT and ugh yes, Castiel made a big mistake but omg pleeeeaaaase forgive him. PLEASE.

I knew Castiel perdition-raised Sam, I kneeeew it. BUT WHY DIDN'T YOU FIX HIM, SIIIIGH.

Oh my GOD Castiel's most preferred heaven is an ordinary Tuesday of a drowned autistic man. WEEPING.

I loved the bits of him talking on the bench with the flowers popping out of the snow. So beautiful. And looking into the camera! I LOVE IT. AND JUST. I REALLY REALLY LIKE CASTIEL OKAY. (But I also have the ability to like Dean! and Sam! and Bobby! and others! I know, it's hard for me to like other characters, but somehow I muddle through.) And I just really want things to be happy and forgiven and why can't there be more hugs? WHY CAN'T THERE BE MORE HUGS, BEN EDLUND.

Comments

[whispered-theme.livejournal.com]

OMMMMMMMMMMMMG.

The part that killed me was when Sam was realizing that Cas raised him, and without a soul. THE FACE. SLAIN. And I think we're going to get some "hell/wall" action in the finale. I hoooooope!!!

[caithream.livejournal.com]

AHHHH I DIDN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT THAT. And your probably right. Omg omg. :(((

[whispered-theme.livejournal.com]

HERE. HERE HE IS: http://supernatural.rawr-caps.net/displayimage.php?pid=67382&fullsize=1

[caithream.livejournal.com]

NOOOOO my heart is breaking all over again why Sonja whyyyyy

[je-suis.livejournal.com]

Every single thing Castiel's done, whether right or wrong has been for Dean and I JUST WANT DEAN TO REALIZE THAT and ugh yes, Castiel made a big mistake but omg pleeeeaaaase forgive him. PLEASE.

I will never be able to recover if Dean doesn't realize this and forgive him. CAS BASICALLY EXISTS JUST TO HEART ON DEAN. I MEAN COME ON. ;_;

I think Cas is gonna become human. If they kill him, like actually KILL him kill him, I'm done. No more watching Supernatural and I will have to have a lobotomy or something to erase all this from my mind and pretend that the series ended with the season 5 finale.

[caithream.livejournal.com]

OMG HUMAN!CAS that would be delightful and SAD but 2093483089 times better than being DEAD. I AM NERVOUS. SO SO NERVOUS. DDDD: