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ASLDJKFASDJKLASDJ EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GAWWWD.

OMG MARY WAS A HUNTER YOU GUYS. MARY WAS A HUNTER. That's just. I LOVE THAT. I LOVE THAT SO MUCH IT'S KILLING ME.

Omg omg omg omg SAM I am going to BEAT YOU SENSELESS, WHYFORE DO YOU KNOW THINK HANGING OUT WITH DEMONS AND DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING IS A GOOD IDEA. Aughaasdlk. WHERE IS THIS GOING.

Dean sleeping = my favorite ever. :((

LOL LOL LOL LOLLLLL THEY TOTALLY MARTY MCFLY'D IT. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. "Winchester?" AHAHAHSD;LFA;SLDAJFS. GAWD.

HEEEE JOHHHHN. JOHN'S HAIR. OH MAN. I love SO SO SOSOSO DAMN MUCH that Dean convinced him to buy the Impala over the VW van. HAHA MY PARENTS HAD ONE OF THOSE. I was brought home from the hospital in a avocado green VW. Oh maaaaan.

AND AHAHAHSDKFALS MARY KICKED DEAN'S ASS. SO GOOD. SOOOO GOOOOOD. She was a hunter you guys! A HUNTER. I need a ton of fic on Mary sneaking on side-hunts after her and John are married, or writing sigils and charms into their home, or something THREATENING HER BABEHS AND HER BEING ALL KICKASS AND YEAAAAAAH.

DEAN WAS NAMED AFTER HIS GRANDMOTHER ALKGJDA;GWLKEAJOWPEIJ;AA;G MY HEART JUST GREW TEN SIZESSSSS. AND SAMUEL OHHH SO GOOD SO GOOD.

Omg Dean in a priest outfit again. ♥_♥ LOVED THAT WHOLE SCENE.

YELLOW EYES THAT SON OF A BIIIIITCH.

And oh my God ahgahgoiawga that SCENE where Dean is telling Mary about November 2nd, 1983 and don't get out of bed no matter what and oh God my HEART. And Mary telling HER OWN SON that she would never ever want a life like this for her kids, auuughghgkalj are you KIDDING ME. SOBBING, OKAY.

UGHAGHLDA;SEIOAWJW YED WHYYYYYY. That was HORRIBLE, THE WHOLE DAMN THING, his grandfather being possessed, God I just, I wanted to look away because I knew it was just going to end tragically. And oh my God, "Look me in the eyes, because I'm the one that kills you." HOLY SHIT, OKAY. THAT WAS JUST. JENSEN. YOU. HOW. ANGER. AND RAGE. AND AWESOME. AND WOW. But omg the YED stabbing himself, uh, Samuel, God, GOD, HORRIBLE. And then killing Deanna, just. It almost made me sick to my stomach.

FREAKED THE FUCK OUT WHEN THE YED KILLED JOHN GJALKDJGALSDJKF. OMFG WHAAAAAT. OF COURSE THE DEAL. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT. This whole FAMILY, they're in between a rock and a hard place, ALWAYS, AND JUST. WHY CAN'T ANYTHING EVER TURN OUT GOOD. I'M STARTING TO TURN LIKE DEAN HERE, OKAY, IT'S ALL TOO DEPRESSING. Dean, oh God, babe, I just. :(((

And how much does it SUCK and make me want to watch Dean kill the YED all over again, the fact that John made a deal with the same demon who brought him back to life and took Mary's. FUCK.

Okay, what I don't understand is why would Castiel show Dean all of this, tell him that destiny is destiny and can't be changed, and then say that he has to stop Sam? If Sam has this destiny? Does it all boil down to Dean trying to anyway? Like free will? It's all predestined but it's that effort to change it that makes the difference? WHAT GUYS, WHAT, I JUST, PLEASE, SAM CANNOT GO EVIL OKAY, I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM GO DOWN THIS ROAD ANYMORE. CASTIEL doesn't even know where it goes, and really, THAT FREAKS ME THE HELL OUT OKAY. UAGHASDALSKJD SHOOOOWW. D:

PS: LOL JOHN WATCHED STAR TREK.

In other news, HYPERVENTILATION IS NOT FUN, WOW.