Drove through ghosts to get here.

[caithream]

So, uh, speaking of hurricane season. Couldn't wait one day, could you. We haven't had rain in over a month, so this is nice. Also, it is 65 degrees outside?? And it's... June? I'm so confused.

Just got back from finally seeing Spiderman 3. Aw, I kind of liked it. I loved the second one a lot more, but this was good too. James Franco is still a hotass, except when, you know, he wasn't. And I've just realized how ridiculously excited I am to see Harry Potter. Who wants to come visit me when the theme park opens here in Orlando, huh, HUH? You know you wanna.

In the throes of pmsing and I feel lonely and itching to get out of here, but not, and sometimes I don't even KNOW anymore, if only I could just stop THINKING about the future and just DO what feels right. I wish I knew. I really do.

But, for right now, it's raining, and I've got my comfy pants on, drinking Calm tea and settling in with a nice h/c fic (shut up) and the new 65daysofstatic CD, so... this might be okay.

PS: Damn you, Jensen.

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[idril-telrunya.livejournal.com]

HI HONEY! Damn hurricanes! Seriously. That's insane that its 65 degrees outside. It's 83 degrees here.

And I know this is uh, like a day late, but I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!! I am so glad you talked to your parents. And as to what Kate said, heh, yeah I'm shameless. I really did tell everyone that I met her online. And no one seemed to have a problem with it. A few funny looks here and there but nothing crazy. Also if they need to call me and make sure that I'm you know, not a crazy person or like a dude, heh, they can. I can give you my cell number and they can call. And I promise I am good with parents. LOL I won't act completely insane when they call.

The knowing what to do will come. Sometimes doing things are scary but if it is something you REALLY want to do ie: go to NC to school, DO IT!! I mean yeah it is SCARY! Scary as hell, but is it scary because it is going to push you out of your comfort zone or because you have a bad feeling about it? It sounds like you really need to get out of your comfort zone and you should! Even if you move there to go to school and it doesn't work out atleast you tried! And it will be a good experience! Just my 2 cents. <333

DAMN YOU JENSEN, FOR REAL! He is so beautiful. OH! Finished Season 1 and started watching Season 2 on the CW website and WHAT IS IT ABOUT HIS LITTLE CHIN QUIVER??! Guh. Kills me. *loves you*

*does excited happy dance* YOU'RE COMING!!

[caithream.livejournal.com]

Aww, hee, you guys are so TRULY WONDERFUL and I seriously can't thank you enough for the encouragement. They're cool with it, or, as cool as they're gonna get, and really, the offer to drive me to the airport was the kicker right there, hee. Unfortunately I really have to put a cap on HOW DAMN EXCITED I AM AAAAAAAAHHHHHH. ALSKDJFAL;SDJF.

It is! I'm so freaking scared out of my wits, but as much as I am, the other half of me is saying that I NEED to do this, to actually get out in the world and not stay in my comfort zone until I'm 30. I'm dead serious when I say I know the encouragment and support you guys give me will really help me along. But, that's still a few years down the road, so for now I'll just enjoy what I've got when I can, heh. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

EEEE EEEEEEEE CHRISSY I'M SO EXCITED FOR YEWWWWWW. I really hope you're enjoying them! :D!!

TWO MONTHS AND 11 DAYS, BABY.

[idril-telrunya.livejournal.com]

Am I enjoying them...uh YA THINK?! ASDKFAHLKSDFJALSKJ! I NEEDED YOU LAST NIGHT !! I was watching the first two episodes of Season 2 online and was like ASDKFJALSKJDFAS DEAN BEATING UP CAR!!! WHERE IS SAAAARRRRAAAAHHHH!!!!! In fact WHERE ARE YOU NOW OMG?!

[caithream.livejournal.com]

OMG OMG CHRISSY I KIND OF BAWLED MY EYES OUT I FIRST SAW THAT. I love that car so damn much. *WEEPY*

OMG I WANT TO SO BAD but I had an eight hour work day today and I have to get up early tomorrow sigh SIGH. Tomorrow night, I promise!! ♥

[idril-telrunya.livejournal.com]

Uh YEAH I was TOTALLY crying!! AND THE CHIN QUIVER??! THE CHIN QUIVER!!! It KILLS me! And in "Everybody Loves a Clown" OMG! Laughed SOOO HARD! When Dean is talking about the family getting ripped apart and how the little boy was there and Sammy says "fingered a clown" I was like OMG DID THEY JUST SAY THAT??! And Dean's reaction! THE BEST!

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!! I won't be able to talk tomorrow night! I will be at work till like midnight then have to be up at the buttcrack to watch my nephew! :((