IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE MY STUPID FACE RIGHT NOW

[caithream]

Omg omg omg omg omg omgmogmomgogm

OMGOMGOMG

FJWOI;FAJWELKASDJAEOIAJWE;AIOF

SO GOOD, SO GOOD I'M JUST GONNA ROLL AROUND IN THIS EPISODE FOR A WHILE, THANKS.

MISHA, SHUT UP WITH YOURSELF. SO GOOD. HOW MUCH WAS HE BREAKING MY HEART WITH WHEN HE WAS GOING BACK TO HIS FAMILY AND HIS WIFE THINKING HE WAS CRAZY AND HIS DAUGHTER AND AHG;ALHG;OAEI;AHOE GODDDDD. REALLY sad, guys. :((

DEAN FISHING IN HIS DREEEEEEAAM. HEARTS FOREVER, GOD THAT'S SO ADORABLE.

UGHHH, JUST, ♥ JIMMY OKAY. Shit. HAHAH THE EATING, AND DEAN WATCHING HIM. AND THEN, AND THEN, WHEN HE WENT OUTSIDE AND WAS PRAYING AND THEN TALKING TO CASTIEL AND *~*POSSESSION~*~* omgal;sjdkfa;lwea;fk SO GOOD. AND THEN HIS DAUGHTER COMES OUTSIDE AND HE'S ALL *EPIC HEAD TILT* AND "I AM NOT YOUR FATHER" AND LSDJKFA;LSJAS OH MY GOD SHUT UP WITH IT ALLLLALSKDJF;AJAOA.

LOLOL when Anna suddenly pops in the car LAWL DEAN, I srsly lmaoooo.

AND THEN OMG GETTING SHOT AND HE'S JUST DYING AND JGAL;KJDF;AELEJAEL CASTIEL IN HIS LITLE GIRL! WHAT WHAT WHAT. WHAT THE HELL DOES "IT'S ALWAYS BEEN IN YOUR BLOOD" MEEEEEAAAN. They come from a long line of angel vessels?? HAHAH OR SAM AND DEAN AND JIMMY'S FAMILY ARE ALL RELATED, WHUPS. Haha. BUT OH YEAH, WITH THE DYING UGHH, with him being all, "NO, IT'S ME DAMMIT," and pretty much doing an AMAZING ALMOST-DEATH SCENE AND GOD, THAT WHOLE THING. "It's okay, you can go home now." Alkjfalksdjlfsa.

AND THEN, AND THEN. "I don't serve man, and I most definitely don't serve you." HOLY SHIT, OKAY. He got ripped out of his vessel to probably pretty much have his ass handed to him via SMITING. Awww, gosh noooo. :((( THIS JUST MAKES EVERYTHING THAT MUCH MORE COMPLICATED. POOR DEEEAAAN. DDD:

Also: WHAT was Castiel going to TELL DEAN?? CLEARLY it was of major importance, if he handed him that paper in his dream for the warehouse and then was COMPLETELY SNATCHED AWAY before Dean even got there. Hmm! FANFIC. DO IT. I NEED IT.

AND THEN FLKJASD;LFKA;WOEIDSSA OH MY GOD, SAM. OH MY GOD, BOBBY AND DEAN LOCKING HIM UP. SHUT UP. THAT WAS AMAZING. BUT IMMENSELY SHOCKING. HOLY CRAAAAAP.

INTERLUDE for unpopular fandom opinion time!: I am not the biggest fan of this whole Sam drinking demon blood thing. It's just... weirding me out and I just feel kind of :| about it. And um, if I was in their position, I'd do the exact same thing Dean did. Apparently demon blood = Sam kind of being a dick. :| :| :|

AND, since apparently some people didn't watch the SOON previews and considered them spoilery, HIGHLIGHT TO SEE MY THOUGHTS ON THAT, 'CAUSE WOW: OMFG OMFG OMFG LIKE. SAM, YOU WERE SRSLY IN NEED OF INTERVENTION BECAUSE HOLY CRAAAAP. PLEASE LET DEAN KILL RUBY, HOLY SHIT. AND OMFG CASTIEL FACEPALMING DEAN?? "DO YOU HAND YOURSELF OVER FULLY TO THE LORD'S SERVICE?" KALSDJF;ALSDKJA;LSDJFAS WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEEEEEN. AND ASDFL;KAJ;AR "IF YOU LEAVE, DON'T COME BACK" = THE SAME THING JOHN SAID TO SAM. I'm pretty sure I might need to be sedated. I CAN'T EVEN DEAL. CAN'T EVEN.

ALSO, can I just say? I know I'm the minority, but seriously, BRING ON THE BROTHER VS. BROTHER. Guys, this was hinted at all the way back in season 2, with the whole John telling Dean that Sam might go evil and Dean'll have to kill him, etc etc. YES, bawww, there's no bro-love and BAWWW, no hugs to be had for QUITE SOME TIME, but man. I don't even care. I mean, well, I DO, I just think this is going to be awesome. And I have absolutely no doubts that the events of season 5 will bring them back together ~*~even closer~*~ so really, I'm just gonna enjoy the ride. :D

LAST EXAM IS DONNNNNE. This semester was freaking horrible. I forgot to mention that, HA HA, my scholarship does not cover summer courses, four of which I'll be taking! So now I have to take out a loan! I'M ECSTATIC. OH BOY. A LOAN. IN THIS ECONOMY. Oh well. At least it'll probably be only about $1500. This freaking English degree better be worth it, is all I'm saying (LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL.)

HAHA, also, I scrubbed our bathtub today and poured a stupid amount of Draino down the drain 'cause we've been having a standing water problem for a while, BLEH, and now it's SO CLEEEAAAN I srsly just want to take like, eight showers just so I can revel in it. HOORAY FOR BEING A GROWNUP.