caithream | Dean is doing what my face is doing. :(

From the University of Central Florida:

Your application has undergone an initial review and is currently deferred for further evaluation with the Admissions Committee. A decision may be delayed as we assess the strength of this year's applicant pool.

Yeah. I'm gonna get declined acceptance again, aren't I.

If I don't get in this go around then... then I guess I'll go ahead and try for the summer semester, too. That way I can still get my credits done summer '09, fall '09, and spring '10 by June 2010, when our lease at the apartment ends. If I don't get into summer... well. Pretty much my only options are moving back home and commuting an hour both ways to USF again, which, wow, I think I'd rather chew my arm off than do that again, or completely moving somewhere else. Somewhere else being Salt Lake City, for a pretty damn specific reason. Oh Chrissy, my lovemuffin, you may have to go apartment shopping pretty soon because UCF is full of douchefuckers who won't just LET ME GRADUATE. AUUUGH.

Two more shifts and this stupid, horrible work week will be over. Those shifts, of course, include being at a mandatory meeting from 10:30 until midnight and then being back at the store at 4:45, but hey! Light at the end of the tunnel or some shit, right?

Sorry I'm just... feeling cynical and tired and really, the only way I can make it through the week now, it seems, is that I can make it to Thursday, and Show is making me so damn happy at the moment, and I can't find it within me to complain anything about it because it's Winchesters and pretty much anything they do is saving me like a freaking life raft, which is pretty sad, I guess, but there you have it.

BUT, I am making the most amazing dish EVER in a little bit, and I think my parents might be coming over this weekend and then we'll be going up to St. Augustine for a little sight-seeing, so yay! There is that.