Any holes I could crawl into around here?
Aug. 18th, 2003 09:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
caithreamNo, no, no, no, no, no.
I am such a dumbass. I should have never even got into this whole thing. I am totally way in over my head, here, again. Never argue things in which you are never entirely sure about. I thought I was doing some good... looks like I screwed things over, though. Not qualified. No. Dammit.
In return for me lending Jimmy the EE of FotR, he lent me The Chamber of Secrets. I'll watch it on Wednesday because I have no time to do it any other time. Can't wait.
My stupid stupid lower back is starting to pain me again. It's volleyball... all the bending. GAH. There's nothing I can do about it. I feel like such a fecking old person. Backs are not supposed to be hurting to a 16 year old. But then, it always seems like I have problems.
Deborah, I am really starting to get worried for you. Maybe it's stupid but all the same... I love you... I don't want anything happening to you...
Sometimes I really feel like such an idiot for getting all weepy when I see pics like this. I can't help it, dangit. Gah.
Sometimes I just really wish I could get away. My music, a pen, and some paper. Somewhere far away. From here.
I am such a dumbass. I should have never even got into this whole thing. I am totally way in over my head, here, again. Never argue things in which you are never entirely sure about. I thought I was doing some good... looks like I screwed things over, though. Not qualified. No. Dammit.
In return for me lending Jimmy the EE of FotR, he lent me The Chamber of Secrets. I'll watch it on Wednesday because I have no time to do it any other time. Can't wait.
My stupid stupid lower back is starting to pain me again. It's volleyball... all the bending. GAH. There's nothing I can do about it. I feel like such a fecking old person. Backs are not supposed to be hurting to a 16 year old. But then, it always seems like I have problems.
Deborah, I am really starting to get worried for you. Maybe it's stupid but all the same... I love you... I don't want anything happening to you...
Sometimes I really feel like such an idiot for getting all weepy when I see pics like this. I can't help it, dangit. Gah.
Sometimes I just really wish I could get away. My music, a pen, and some paper. Somewhere far away. From here.
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