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I've been in a funk all evening for no reason whatsoever and I'm tired, and tired of it, and tired of putting on the many masks of Sarah to make everyone else feel better, and I'm not an insensitive person, not in the least, the exact opposite, in fact, but sometimes I get to the point where I don't care, don't want to care, and then I end up feeling like the crappiest person alive when I don't. I'm tired of it.

Went to Urban Outfitters in Ybor yesterday and bought things and generally did not feel bad about spending, um, $90 on only three items. That section of town, the trolley going by every few minutes reminds me so much of Chicago it hurts, and I miss it there so damn bad.

I've hit 5000 words on my spn_summergen fic. I think it's kind of run away with itself.

This is the best fucking review I've read yet for Jensen's play and it makes me ache and generally feel like a big dumb girl because it kind of makes me weepy. Okay.

And no one really needs to know the noises I make when I see this, but suffice it to say, holy mother of God. Sometimes it just hits me, all over again like new, stomach flips and everything. Ngaaaahh.

Tommorrow I work 3:00-10:30, and wouldn't you know, the third person - imperative for closing - can't work. A two person close. This is going to be thrilling, I'm sure.

Date: 2007-06-10 06:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mousewings.livejournal.com
What did you get at UO, if you care to tell us? I love their stuff and am always curious what items others love.

Date: 2007-06-10 02:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] whispered-theme.livejournal.com
Aww Sarah... I TOTALLY know what you are experiencing. This last week with finals and having to work tons, I was at that point. I cried more than I ever have I think- and it was awful. I was trying to recover from finals (which were hell) and couldn't because of work. The only way I can describe it was that I was on the verge of tears all the time. And I just wanted people to leave me alone to wallow. Ugh. It was NOT fun. So I hear ya.

UMMM THAT PIC. Never seen it before, and WOW.

Date: 2007-06-11 03:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] idril-telrunya.livejournal.com
Don't worry honey I get like that. Its almost as if you CAN'T care anymore. And those days are fine. You can't always be the caring one. I think your brain gives you days like that because you aren't caring enough about yourself...I don't know though. That's just how it works for me.

WOW Awesome on the amount of words!!! I am only up to 1,377. Heh. And 5 pages! WHOOHOO!! Hahah but YAY thats sooo great! YAY FOR WRITING!

That review was AWESOME! I'm so glad he's doing well.

How did work end up doing?

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