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I got my SAT Test Prep SAT score that I took at the end of the year today. I took fake SAT at the beginning of last year and the end of last year. I received a 1085. It's okay, I guess. I thought I'd do better but I guess not. I did, however, raise 153 points in the math section from the first time I took it. And 80 points in English. It's almost an 1100, which was what I got on the PSAT's. I just thought I'd do a little bit better than that.... Well, I was a sophmore when I took it. Hopefully I'll keep progressing as this year goes on. I plan to take the SAT's either this October or March.

Plan's changed. We're going to go see PotC tomorrow. Good. I'm quite tired tonight.

So I go to ortho next Thursday. I am almost positively sure that I'm getting my braces off. I hope I hope I hooooope.

I want to go deeper. I want to go higher. I want to get positively smashing drunk and recite Shakespeare off the top of my head and shoot off my theories about life, and the stars and the galaxies swirling overhead and they will make perfectly good sense. I want to genuinely love and be loved without any hinderences. I want to touch the stars and feel them, smell them, see them, hear them, know them. Why aren't there more hours in the day? Or why do we sleep through half of them? I wonder... I just wonder... if we only use less than half of our brain what could we do if the rest of it was usable? I want to embrace everything out there far away from this world and have it to be mine.

Sometimes I feel so asinine.