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That?

Was fucking brilliant.

How am I still able to fucking cry? How am I still alive? BOYS. I LOVE THEM SO. DAMN. MUCH. Jensen Ackles needs a fucking Emmy in possession right now. The first fifteen minutes absolutely broke. me. in. two. That was just... overwhelming. Talking to Sam, growing up, "you used to ask me why we didn't have a mom," just. And then, and then he gives that little "Sammy" and I am just fucking gone. Beyond heartbreaking. I'm not even kidding.

"Carry on My Wayward Son" for the opening God, GOD. BRILLIANT.

Dean, DEAN. WHY. WHY DID YOU DO IT?! Oh God, I seriously felt ill when he made the deal. One year. That's... that's ridiculous. SEASON THREE. Bring it, bitch.

Also, the crossroads demon? HOT.

Also also, she said that she'd call off the deal if DEAN tried to screw around with the deal, and DEAN ALONE. I'm pretty sure that gives up hope for Sammy? YES? OKAY? THANK YOU.

BOBBY. BOBBY IS MY FREAKING HERO FOREVER AND EVER. How AWESOME is he. So amazing. Holy crap. That LOOK he gave Sam when they opened the door. GOD. And then in the junkyard! Yelling at Dean! I CRIED SO HARD. HE LOVES THESE BOYS SO MUCH and is fully aware the Winchesters have a martyr complex AND STILL LOVES THEM ANYWAY. And at the beginning, when Dean yells at him to leave! AUUUGHHH. HE LOOKED SO SHOCKED AND DISTRAUGHT. BOBBYYYYY.

ELLEEEENNNN!!!!! AHHH. Do we. Um. Do we know for sure that she's not, you know, completely evil, or something? I know, the holy water, but, !!!! I have faith that she is, but man, you never know.

THE HUGE DEVIL'S TRAP!!! HOLY CRAP. THAT. IS. SO. AWESOME. KRIPKE HOW ARE YOU SO AMAZING??!!

Dude, I LOOOOVE the YED. Or, did. He reminds me of Dr. Cox from Scrubs! AHAHAHHA. He's practically evil anyway, SO. Won the American Idol. LOLLERSKATES.

WHEN SAM SHOT JAKE. HO-LEE. CRAP. Did I or did I not detect a hint of evil? I DON'T KNOW. I AM FRETTING. Sammy that FREAKED ME OUT, OKAY? And Dean too, apparently. AL;kja;ljea;oifew;!!! :(((( But we likes him evil, precious.

GATES OF HELL. THE COLT. AMAZING. OH GOD. I'M DYING.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT WHEN DEAN KILLED THE YED? THE BULLET COMING OUT OF THE GUN? O2I3U;OAN;ALWKEJ;ALKJA;LWHA;LKSDGJO3I4JA;LGKHOW THAT. WAS. SO. COOL. DEAN YOU ARE SO BADASS DEEEEEAAAAAAANNN.

God almighty I nearly started rolling on the ground when I saw John. I made noises. Loud ones. JUST. HE WAS THERE. FOR THE END. FOR THE END OF IT ALL AND AND AND. HE LOOKED AT HIS BOYS. AND THEY SAW HIM. AND SAM CRIED. AND DEAN FUCKING BROKE MY HEART. CLOSURE. OH GOD. IT HURTS.

So, ending of the YED storyline. I LOVED him, the dude anyway, so I'm a little sad to see him go. I'm a little sad to see the storyline end, really, but, hm. I honestly don't think Kripke and Co would leave us hanging after they threw out all the "Sam going evil" and "Mary knew who he was" bits and pieces, so in no way do I think they're done with that, but, maybe there is just a change in management? Kill one baddie, another takes over? SATAN, PERHAPS? SATAN VS. WINCHESTERS. Winchesters would win, hands down, dude. ANYWAY. People are fretting that we won't get any answers, but Kripke has been nothing but thorough about making sure we know them. Except about the amulet. DAMMIT. I'm super pissed about that. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT IS/MEANS. :(((

Check that off the to-do list! DEAN.

"That was for our mom, you son of a bitch." FUUUUUUUCCCKKK. *Cries and CRIES*

UNNGHHHG;LAKJDF;ALSDJFA;LFDJ that last bit. Killed. Me. Sam acknowledging all the times Dean saved his life and vowing to protect him now. Amazing. Brilliant. Sam HAS to break this deal with the crossroads demon or I will die. Uh. Dean too, apparently. I THINK, I THINK that the Special Kids storyarc will continue THROUGH this crossroads pact storyarc. YOU THINK, MAYBE? Sam can pull a few strings, work some magic? Aaaiieee!!!

Oh God OH GOD that SMILE DEAN GIVES. DEAN. STOP. I CAN'T DO THIS ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS ANYMORE. I need caps NOW.

AND THE MIRRORING. THE MIRRORING OF THE PILOT. WHY IS THIS SHOW SO BRILLIANT? "WE'VE GOT WORK TO DO" OH GOD OH DEAN HE'S IN SUCH A GOOD PLACE RIGHT NOW DESPITE THE FACT THAT HE HAS 364 DAYS LEFT WITH HIS BROTHER. Oh man. I think I may just need the whole summer off to PROCESS and get my emotions back in gear. I'll be crying on Thursday nights for no reason and I'll just be like SORRY, it's kind of a habit.

Love love love love love. Of course. Always. I'm half dead and bleary-eyed and I need to wake up approximately four hours from now to go to work, so. I'll definitely have more to say when I watch it again. If I can not manage to DIE. Ugh. SHOW. BOYS. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ x infinity.