"The grass is greener" mentality.

I would love nothing more than to get absolutely shitfaced tonight, but I can't because a) I can't go to a bar b) I still live at home and going out would just be... complicated c) it's a lot more awkward than one might think to do so with people you've known your entire life. Things come out and it's just... no. Plus, they like to do stupid shit while drunk and I don't. I just get ridiculously mellow. And thinky. A winning combination amirite?

So I guess watching the SPN finale with the family and going out to see 300 (finally) with said friends will have to do. I'll be out on my own doing what I want to do soon enough, I guess.

I accidentally (...?) stabbed my hand with a fork last night at work, which, I don't know, is just too ridiculous. Find me somewhere where I won't hurt myself, geez.

And... Char? Was it something I said? :\