caithream ([personal profile] caithream) wrote2008-12-04 09:29 pm
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I'm five seconds away from throwing a tantrum. :\

AGHGAH;WIOAGHALSSAGHHHHHHHHH.

HEY. HEY I CAN'T REGISTER FOR CLASSES. YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? 'CAUSE I'VE GOT HOLDS ON MY RECORD. YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT KIND OF HOLDS? IMMUNIZATION HOLDS. I GOTTA GO GET FUCKING SHOTS LIKE I'M GOING TO THE VET BEFORE I CAN GO TO CLASS.

AHHHHHHHAGHAWAIOHAORI.

That is pretty much how I currently feel at the moment.

So yeah! Advising today. Not too many classes open, but I can snag one or two that will make a difference right now. Go to my advisor and she tells me all this, then sends me down to the center where they can force through the class that I need. And that's what they tell me. Amazing. I'm just pretty much running around in circles at this point. The only highlight of this whole thing is that she asked when I was planning on graduating, and I said winter of '09 and she said, yeah, oh yeah, you'll definitely be good by that point.

But SHOTS and oh God NEEDLES, I CAN'T, I CAN'T DO NEEDLES. I haven't had an immunization in a long while, but EVERY TIME I get blood tests I very nearly pass out and God, I just. The thought is making me sick to my stomach. I don't WANT TO. This is STUPID.

To top it all off I feel pretty much horrible and have decided, for the first time in my two plus years at Starbucks, to find someone to cover my closing shift tomorrow night. And of COURSE out of the thirty people I call nobody can. Or wants to. I'm still calling around, but seriously, SERIOUSLY, all the shit that I do and people that I help out, blah blah blah whatever. Fine, whatever, WHATEVER, fuckers, I will snot into your coffee and cough all over your pastries and you will enjoy it. YOU WILL ENJOY IT.

MISERY. :(

[identity profile] distantechoes.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
I hate UCF's shitty holds policies and the shitty shit they come up with to keep you from doing important things and the shitty way they DON'T INFORM YOU that they have put a hold against your account. For three years in a row they had a hold up for me to turn in a certificate of citizenship. THREE YEARS. As if next year I suddenly WON'T BE A CITIZEN. D:<

I too have had trouble with needles my whole life. Hell, they tried to take blood one time and none came out. I would suggest trying the opposite arm if you've had troubles, 'cause my left arm takes everything fiiine.
And [livejournal.com profile] theemmer is right, focusing on your breathing and visualizing something/somewhere happy really does do wonders. I think naked Winchesters is a brilliant plan.