I COMPLETELY relate to the embarrassing/empathetic thing and somewhat dreaded the panel questions at Comic Con. That audience - almost - was behaved. I so got the feeling then that Jensen was very uncomfortable with it all, and so that further made me feel embarrassed and silly...it's an endless spiral. I wish people would just check their questions with a moderator beforehand because FOR THE LOVE OF GOD one crazy fangirl DOES by her overwhelming craziness take up their heads as representative of the whole group. I wanted to GAG some of those people. Talk about having no social intelligence. *so much frustration/embarrassment going to explode*

So, in short, I feel for ya. And thanks for the lengthy post, with all the little details, because it makes me feel like I was there!