ext_16300 ([identity profile] flusteredspeech.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] caithream 2007-02-07 05:19 am (UTC)

Seriously, is it so hard for people to understand the guy's just a, you know, guy? Granted, a guy with a job that puts him in the spotlight and a face that gets my panties in a twist, but I ain't gonna go shrieking that in his face, either. Man, if I had to deal with the fan activity any of these guys get, I'd become a freakin' hermit.

As it is, I'd call myself shy, in the sense that I'm uncomfortable in a crowd of strangers unless I've got someone with me that I know and trust. I've even been told things like, "I thought you didn't like me at first," by a now close friend or, "We didn't know what to do with you, you hardly said three words your entire first month," by co-workers I now make laugh on a daily basis. I need warm up time, and I don't like to talk about myself or my personal issues with people I don't know very, very well. I'm actually kind of crap at the whole "sharing and caring" moments altogether, I tend to keep things to myself. It's normal, it's human not to want to spill your guts to everyone, it doesn't make you an ass.

Jared and his love of all things ever in the universe, that's just a freak of nature. ♥

Also, your talk about conventions and meeting celebrities in controlled environments like that is EXACTLY how I feel. It makes me feel awkward, and I don't think I could ever actually attend something like that because it's sort of like going to the zoo.

In conclusion (and it's about damn time): I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. And I will never tell them that. Ever.

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