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Mum had her fifth chemo treatment today. Only one more to go. I really honestly wish there was something I could do for her. Take some of that sick feeling away, or something. It really hurts me to see her tired, sickly, and inanimate... totally the opposite from what she would usually be. And I can't wait for her hair to grow back. I'm sure it will look beautiful. Heck, she is beautiful, no matter what. Sometimes I feel so selfish saying that "Oh, this sickness is taking such a toll on the family" because I don't even know how it feels. She's the one going through the disease, not me. I shouldn't be acting like I'm the one in pain. *Sigh* Well, I'm trying to help her all I can, though I don't feel like I'm doing enough.

Today was great fun. Everyone stayed and we did some stuff. We played human foosball which was terribly amusing. Mark broke a light by kicking too hard and we laughed our butts off. Then we went out to the gym and played kickball. Now that is always fun. Heheh. Then we went in and watched Evolution for a little bit (Sean Williams Scott is SO hot... oh yum) and then went home. I took a few pics that were... interesting. Muwahah.

Tomorrow I'm going with Dad over to his friends house to watch the EE of FotR. Woo! Can't wait. I haven't seen it in a while, so this should be nice.

Bagendinn is down at the moment. *Pout*